My fear haunts me at every moment.
What will they think?
They who? Special snowflake syndrome
You’re your own worst critic
Your own worst enemy
Give me some time to rework my psychology
Peering eyes, have to keep a low profile
Demise arises when my thoughts inflate
The wise persist and greater joy awaits
I need some time to find out what’s at stake
Fuck this timid self
I come with rakes and congregate my fill of fate
I need some time to establish my estate
Brick laying until the the dawn light breaks the dark night.